4.April.2018 West Philadelphia
In a strange land in an altered reality much similar to the one we are in now, one night I ate a part of a rare tree called “the Japanese ghost mushroom tree”. It grew in the front of what was my grandparents house and was a grand tree at perhaps the height of fifty feet or greater. The blue roots had the magic ability of insight and I had to dig down around the trunk to get underneath to pick one of the central blue roots. The tree grew large with a think truck and the bark was white like the color an texture of a birch. After picking one of the blue roots, I ate it as I walked to the garage where another tree that was grey like a maple was growing from inside of the garage. The trunk was hollow and inside it was clean and smooth like fine woodwork with a natural finish. I crawled into the trunk which was my secret way to get to the 2nd floor the house but I stayed sitting inside of the trunk. after awhile I curled up in the tree trunk and started to shout “i, i, i, i, i, i….’ over and over again while a friend was outside of the tree trunk started to recite a monologue to me about the secrets of the universe in the voice of Jeff Goldblum. I do not know who this friend was but I can say I was very close to them and they knew me very well.
the dream broke and I awoken…
I had woken myself up yelling “i, i, i, i, i, i….” and I realized I was in my bedroom in West Philadelphia curled up at the head of my bed between two pillows. My first thought was “could my neighbors just hear me yelling through the walls”. My mouth was dry as cotton and had the taste of wood pulp and i was covered with sweat. I went to get a glass of water and check the time which was “3:23 AM Wednesday 4th April 2018”. I looked out the window of my bedroom and it there is a thick fog outside and all was quite.
20.March.2018 West Philadelphia
Woke up 02.30 from a nightmare. In the nightmare I was working at a nuclear power plant and a melt down was happening. There was no one else around and the situation was critical so I had to put on suit for protection and go in by myself. The radiation was going through my protective suit and I was alone and frustrated trying to stop the melt down. I was growing tired and loosing hope as my face felt burnt and sweaty. Part of me just wanted to give up but I knew if I didn't try to stop it many people would die but i knew either way if I stopped the melt down or not I most likely would die.
I woke up from the nightmare covered with sweat, with an asthma attack gasping for air.